Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Chapter 8


Hey guys, I finally got my laptop kan mfroo'9 friday bas the guy kept saying tomorrow..
Enjooyy xx
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From previous chapter:
Hazim: Baby turn around 
I turned around it was him he was coming over oo my mum was standing right behind me looking at the clothes I didn't know what to do how am I gonna explain this to my mum.
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My mum came towards me when she saw Hazim coming over she thought he was gonna flirt but she realized she was wrong when Hazim said my name, Hazim didn't do anything that showed ina fee shay bainey oo bainah he acted like we were friends he didn't call me 7abeebty or baby aw any those names so I introduced Hazim to my mum as a 'friend only' and my mum being her typical self told Hazim to sit with us in a coffee shop bas 7amdilla hazim rag3 ilsalfa oo 6al3 laah 3ithr bs my mum made him promise to have lunch with us one day.


As soon as he left my mum started giving me the lecture ina studies comes first oo ba3dain guys oo that I should tell her everything (Im sure all of you guys were given that lecture), my mum was open minded and all but in our house studies always comes first, anyways we continued our shopping oo we bought ni9 ilamakn LOL mskeen Khalood(my dad) ilcredit fees bekoon shgad.
Radaina ilbait oo I was exhausted I talked to hazim gal ley hes with his friends faa maknt abee I annoy his bas mar'9a oo gal ybee ekalmney (cutie)
It was still around 5 so I decided to call lilly oo tell her to come over

Ring Ring Ring Ring

Lilly: Alooo
Me: Lilz ta3aleey baitnaa oo sleepoveer 3aaad !!
Lilly: Inzain sa3a cham ayee
Me: Shdranii a7een y3nii ybeey weyach akil min ilbarada
Lilly:Inzain Kaney at9l bil driver agoola laa eyee yella bye
Me: Bye

I went ta7t oo glt 7ag my mum ina lilly is coming over oo ge3at ma3aha inchoof tv, my mum is obbsesed with desperate housewives to the extent ina she bought all of the seasons oo it76 DVD oo she watches them all over again oo everytime she watches it its like the first time, love her wallah. My mum kant 7adha dasha feelings fil show kilish maknt ta36eeni wayh it was like im sitting alone.Lilly finally arrived so my mum had to pause her series 3ashan itsalim xD
Mum: Hey lilly how are you, hows your mum?
Lilly: Hey auntie Im fine 7amdilla and my mums great she says hi and that she misses you alot
Mum: Hahaahaha I miss her too we must have a girls night out ;) Yella you girls have fun always come to our house its open for you babes :D
Lilly: Hahahahhaha Thnx Auntie bye :P

Re7naa foog oo ga3dna insoolf oo I updated her about Hazim oo how everything is going, we stayed up till 1 kil min was sleeping ilaa my bro he wasn't home shakla beyargd fee his friends house so me and lilly had a crazy idea, we wanted to steal the car (a) awal shay we said it as a joke bas ba3dain it started getting serious.
So re7na oo I snuck into my parents room oo 5athait ilcar keys mal illexus. Lilly and I argued about whos gonna drive until we finally came up with an agreement ehya itsoog bil roo7a oo ana asoog bil rada so we started the engine oo went out slowlly when we were no where near the house we kept the music 3ala 9oot 3aleey oo we started singing oo dancing kan 9ij wanasa oo a day to remember re7na literally everywhere ftraina fee riffa3 ib kubrha ba3dain re7na shar3 durra oo we decided to speed we took turns oo we drove 240 It was really fun oo a rush it7s kil 7aratik ga3da ti6la3, we went back home oo as we were parking the car I bumped  into a wall bas 7amdilla it wasn't a hard bump oo it didn't show, we went up oo into my room, we were safe and we got away with it. Whoow Mission accomplished (a)

Kina ga3deen oo were laughing 3la elee sawaina ilaa asmaa3 9oot akhooy shakla 7ada m3a9b e6ig 3la babey oo 7ada ma39b, Oh noo whats going on
Ahmed: Mayaar!!! Open the door !!!
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Thursday, June 28, 2012

Chapter 7

From previous chapter


Lilly stayed till 12;30 oo ba3dain ldriver malhum yaa to pick her up I was so tired I decided to go to bed just when I was about to go to bed I get a message from the unknown number

It said:
Shda3wa ma3rfteney tbeenii athkrch ib 9ootey
Its ......

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Shda3wa ma3rfteney tabeenii athkrch ib 9ootey 
Its Fahad

Uff hay shybee mb 5aliney ib 7aley y3nii when im starting to move on he comes back.. 5ala9 lazim agool la to back off wayed sekat 3ana.
I waited for him to call again I was gathering kil ilee bagoola fee my head I just wanted him out of my life la3t chbdey min hal Fahad 5ala9.

He called oo I answered right away he didnt even say hi seeda gaal
"Ha tithkrteney"

I was so pissed 7asait wayhee be9eer a7mr thats how pissed I was 
I started saying kil ilee 3ndee hay ilee glta

"Isma3 Fahad ana mdree int shtbee oo int shno ga3d t7wl tew9l laa bs lazim it3arf ina mfee wla shay bainii oo bainik kil shay intha oo ana akirhk it3rf shlon akirhk y3nii mbeek fee 7ayatii oo mbee 7eta asm3 9ootk karahtk oo kil shay lah 3ila8a feek, oo int lazim tibt3d 3aney la wallah mbe3jbk ilee be9eer im not kidding Fahad wallah im serious if you dont leave me alone mb bas ana ilee baklmk other people will get involved faa a7san lak min a7een u leave me alone wla you wont like what will happen, goodbye."

I hung up seeda ma36aita chance egool shaay ,i felt so powerful I should have done this a long time ago finally 9ar 3ndee ilcourage to do it all thanks to hazim he gave me strength to finally face fahad I was so happy I love my life right now and again I went to sleep with a smile

I woke up the next morning no message, no miss calls from fahad. Perfect, looks like he got the message =D! I went down oo gave my mother a kiss oo  we started talking like old times 7asait like I haven't seen my mother for ages, she told me to get ready oo ina bt6l3ney for breakfast, I went upstairs oo lebast my white summer dress oo I took my CH bag ,7a6ait redlipstick oo liquid eyeliner above my eye I was ready to go.

Nezalt ta7t oo my mum told me ina were gonna go to ritz so I didnt feel over dressed we finally arrived oo we ordered
My mum and I started talking oo she asked me about school oo about friends, she noticed ina I was checking my phone alot so she asked me if anything new happened between me and fahad
I didn't want my mum to get involved so I lied oo I said No bas its a tiny white lie right? no harm oo plus Fahad is out of my life now so it doesnt matter, my mum then asked if theres anyone new in my life 
I didn't want to tell my mum about hazim I just felt like it wasn't important oo ina la7een ma9ar shay baina oo I know my mum she's gonna try rushing things and shes gonna want to meet him and we still didnt reach to the point where he should meet my mum

There's no harm in not telling her right?
or is there... ;) 

We had breakfast oo we went shopping later I got multiple pings from Hazim 

Hazim: 
PING!!! 
PING!!!
PING!!! 
PING!!!
PING!!! 
PING!!!
PING!!! 
PING!!!
PING!!! 
PING!!!
PING!!! 
PING!!!

Me: Na3am 7ayatii

Hazim: Baby turn around 

I turned around it was him he was coming over oo my mum was standing right behind me looking at the clothes I didn't know what to do how am I gonna explain this to my mum.



Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Chapter 6


Hey guys, Im sorry I didnt post in a while bas I promise inshallah kil youm ill post 

Enjoy xx----------

From previous chapter
Hazim: Mayaar pleasee goleey shaay lat5alenii chthii
Me: Hazim.. Ana A7bik ba3d oo a7bik wayed 
I was so happy everything was perfect could anything go wrong?
That night I slept with a smile on my face <3!
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I woke up the next morning kil shay was perfect its been a while since i've been happy, since I actually smiled min galb I was actually happy not the fake happy like really happy, I checked my bb oo I had a bbm message from Hazim

Hazim: 7abebtii lama you wake up kalmeney fee maw'9oo3 '9roorey lazim aklmch feeh 

hmm shnon ilmw'9oo3 ilee ybee eyklmney feeh inshallah 5air..

Me: Halla 7ayatii.. shno ilmw'9oo3 ilee tbee itklmney feeh

Hazim: Abeech itjwbeny ib 9ara7a oo abeech itgoolen ley kil shay

Me: Inshallah int bas gool..

Hazim: Ana shno bilnisba lach?

Me: Madree I love you bas madree y3nii shno baina bl'9b6 int glt ley inik it7bney shno kint tbee twi9l laa lama glt ley hal shay?

Hazim: Knt abeech itkoonen ley bs itha intey mb ready oo tbeen inkoon friends 7ag fatra oo ba3dain inchoof she9eer ana ma3ndey man3 3ashan it3arfeny min na7ya thanya

I didnt know what to say because I didnt know what I wanted I mean I love Hazim and he's a great guy but I don't wanna rush things oo plus he still doesn't know that the guy that broke my heart is Fahad so I decided to agree 3la inkoon friends oo ba3dain inchoof she9eer atleast know we both know how we feel about each other

Me: Okay 5al in'9l friends oo inchoof she9eer

Hazim:3la ra7tich 7abebtii btw a7bich

Me: Oo ana amoot feek

Our conversation was interrupted by a phone call it was from an unknown number so I decided not to answer since I usually don't answer phone calls min numbers that I don't know.. bs the unknown number kept on calling faa glt ill answer ymkn its something important.
I answered oo it was a guy ashkra im'3ayr his voice, his voice was so familiar bs I couldn't figure out who it was tam egool ismey in a yaz3m scary tone I hung up on him 7adii ma7b hal sewalf ilsa5eefa uf tenarfzt shal sa5afa y3nii

I just continued talking to the hazim oo I remembered iney la7een maglt 7ag lily sh9ar shiit she's gonna kill me I decided to tell her to come over, oo ill tell her everything I told her to come over she agreeed 
Lilly: We9alt
Me:Inzain de5aly 
Lilly in a hesitant tone: hmm fee a7d bil bait wla bs intey?
Me: *laughing* lilly u5oou moob fil bait hahahaha
Lilly: Chub shda5al kaney yaaya

Lilly had a crush on my brother  for years oo 3abalha ma7d e3arf ohwa ba3d he likes her bs yaz3m may3rfoon shay (My brother is called nasser hes tall and has spiky hair oo tanned skin hes goes to university in uk a7een thaney sinna)

Me: Lilly lazim agool lach shay ana a7b hazim oo ohwa ey7bney oo we both know bs were just friends a7een oo were getting to know each other as a boyfriend/girlfriend way..

Lilly: :O oo laish ana a5r min ya3lm malt 3alaich!! Inzain mbrook yal 5aysa lagaytey a7d yist7mlch mithl mb ana mista7mltch (laughing)
 
Me: 7mara 6el3ay min baitey yella ='( (laughing) 

Lilly stayed till 12;30 oo ba3dain ldriver malhum yaa to pick her up I was so tired I decided to go to bed just when I was about to go to bed I get a message from the unknown number
It said:
Shda3wa ma3rfteney tbeenii athkrch ib 9ootey
Its ......



Saturday, June 16, 2012

Chapter 5

From previous chapter:
*New broadcast message*
I kept the sad face ' :( ' I selected him only and sent the bc..
I waited hoping he would say something
and guess what he did :$
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Hazim: Hay mb 7agii 9a7 
Me: La its a bc
Yaza3m mb miftikra 
Hazim: Inzain shfeech laish sad face? 
Me: Mafenee shay
Hazim: mit2kda 
Me: eeh mit2kdaa  
Hazim: inzain btgooleen ley shsawait ana laish za3lana 3aley? 
Me: Hazim int it3rf shsawait Fahad 6arsh ley message oo a3rf shglt 3aney 
Hazim: Maglt shay ana??  
Me: mb lazim itchathb a3rf il9ij bs kilish mahgaytha minik 
Hazim: Shegool glt 3anch?? 
Me: ina I'm ur gf tara bs cuz were close doesn't mean ina 9rt ur gf 
Hazim: wallah il3a'9eem maglt shay 3anich 
Me: okay bas 5ala9 forget it
I decided to just forgive him y3nii ymkn magal shay 5ala9 bansaa oo I don't have to trust him 9a7
We talked again and we talked all night it was like old times kil shay kan nafs awal I missed him so much I think I was actually falling for him but at the same time I still had feelings for Fahad.. Hazim and I talked about everything we talked about our past and he told me that he loved only one girl but her parents found out so they had to leave each other, and I told him about Fahad but I didnt mention his name I just used a nickname for him, when I told Hazim about my story with Fahad he absolutely hated him, just bringing up his nickname makes him pissed. Hazim was amazing everynight he would wake me up to pray and as soon as I woke up all I could think about was him he was the first person I would talk to when I wake up oo a5r wa7d I talk to when I go to sleep.. I really wanted to spend a life time with him 
As the days passed ive known hazim for a about a month now and I got to know him more than I hsve known anyone and he knew me more than anyone except lilly y3nii ;P He became my bestfriend, the bestfriend I loved secretly I wondered if hazim loved me back
one day when we were talking it was just like any other day but something different happened hazim told me something that changed our whole realtionship..
Hazim: Mayar lazim agool lach shay oo mbeech itga63eney lain ma5al9..
Me: Inshallah gool
Hazim: Mayar ana 9ar ley bs shaar a3rfch bs fee haal shaar 3rftch azyad min ma3rf ay a7d 9rt a3rfch azyad min ma3rf roo7ey intey 9rtey shay wayed mohim fee 7ayatii oo 9ara7tan 7abaitch wayed mayhmney kalam ilnas 5alhum yit7choon ana bas abeech intey oo abeech forever abeech it9eeren um i3yaley. Mayar ana a7bich.
I didnt reply I was shocked oo ma3rf shno arid a7ba wayed ma9adg he loves me
Hazim: Mayaar pleasee goleey shaay lat5alenii chthii
Me: Hazim.. Ana A7bik ba3d oo a7bik wayed 
I was so happy everything was perfect could anything go wrong?
That night I slept with a smile on my face <3!

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

Chapter 4

From previous chapter
I closed the phone I got a sms It was from
Fahad!!
I waa so shocked just when I thought hazim was different..
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Fahad: Hazim ha? allah e5aleekum la ba3'9 I know everything he told me  oo 3alooy ;) !

I texted him back saying; Shda5al were just friends watever he told you its not ture :)

He replied seeda: Eeh okay sure maftiker tara bas kint abee abark lack oo laish matgoolen laa ina kina weya ba3'9 wla it5afeen eyhidich haha !

Tears filled my eyes I couldn't believe Hazim would do that I cant believe he told his friends that im his girlfriend what will they think of me now from guy to guy thoughts kept runing through my head I thought
Maybe he didnt say anything about me
Maybe Fahad made it all up
But again how will Fahad make something like this up and why would he choose Hazim
5ala9 I thought im just gonna stay away from Hazim itha min a7een mashakil y3nii shlon fil future..
I'm gonna tell him to stay away from me just when I opened our convo he sends me a message
Hazim: Haa fehmtay shlon it9aleen
Me: Yea thnx :) 
Hazim: shda3wa no need to say thank you 
I just read it but I didnt reply mabgool laa why i'm staying away from him ill just do it
After a few mins
Hazim: Soo sh5bar ba3d?
Me: Mafee a5bar.
7a6ait dot 3asahn e3rf ina its the end of the convo
Hazim: Haha zain zain
I read it without replying
Hazim: Imswee shay ana ??
Me: Madree wallah int gool ley :)
Hazim: La maswait shay gooley leey itha imswee shay
Me: Watever Hazim bs stop talking to me 5ala9 bye.
Hazim: Tell me shsawait!
Me: Int it3rf 3adel shsawait tara everything comes back bahrain is a small country oo ba3rf itha a7d te7cha 3aney ;)
Hazim: Okaay Mayar ma3alaish 3ala ra7tich
Me: Bye
Hazim: Take care..
Days passed by I missed Hazim so much I wanted to talk to him kila his pms was about missing someone I wondered if he missed me the way I missed him..
I couldn't take it anymore I wanted him to talk to me but he didn't so I decided to send a bc with just an emotion so 3abala its for him inshallah he talks to me :(
*New broadcast message*
I kept the sad face ' :( ' I selected him only and sent the bc..
I waited hoping he would say something
and guess what he did :$

Friday, June 8, 2012

Chapter 3

From previous chapter:

Hazim Al**** would like to add you to his or her Blackberry Messenger Contact List
Accepted..
Allah yastir shbe9eer..
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Finally 5al9 ilmovie oo everyone left except for me, lily, ghaida, ali, hazim and another one of fahads friend called tariq. we went oo sat fee caribou, oo tamaina insoolf I found out that hazim graduated and he goes to bahrain uni and he's 19 kan 7ada quiet mkan eygool shay kila fil bb ma3jbney y3nii bs ana, lily, ghaida oo Ali kina nitkalm... kilish kan boring .
We decided to leave Ghaida kant btw9lney ilbait since she has her license, maknt abee agool lahum about Hazim 7asait mala da3ey ina shay sa5eef
Wa9lt ilbait kint 7adii tired bs kint abee argd I washed my face oo got ready for bed I opened the tv oo curled up in my bed with my bb in my hand I checked my bb guess who talked to me :)
Hazim.. now he talks...
Hazim: Hi
Me: Hi
Hazim: Shlonch?
Me: 7amdilla int shlonk?
Hazim: Tamam :p stansna wayed ma3kum ilyoum im glad I came 
Me: Haha i7na ba3d we had fun with you but your so quiet 3-I 
Hazim: Eeh lana ma3arfch 3adel yet 
Me: Yella I'll go to sleep now it was nice meeting you goodnight :p
Hazim: Okay talk to you tomorrow 3ayal sleep well itha tbeen shay tell me goodnight
I kept my bb on all alerts off and I drifted of to lala land 
I woke up the next morning I saw a message from hazim 
Hazim: Good morning 
Me: Good morning
Hazim: Did you sleep well?
Me: eeh 7amdila you?
Hazim: Eeh I did :p  btw you have beautiful eyes
Me: Thank you
Hazim: are they contacts?
Me: Laa they're real haha =P
Hazim: Mashallah
Me: ::) (a)!!
Hazim kept talking to me till the end of the day I learned so much about him , I think im crushing on him lazim agool 7ag lilly
I called lilly
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Me: Hi
Lilly: Hello
Me: Lilllyy laziim I tell you something
Lilly: Shno !!
Me: Tithkrain that guy hazim ilee he was looking at me, ams he added me on bbm oo today tamaina were talking the whole day I think I have crush on him, bs nothing can happen between us y3nii he's fahads friend 
Lilly: 7mara laish ana a5r min ya3alam,,Inzain intey talk to him ymkn hes not that close with fahad a9lan 
Me: Inzain ill tell you she9eer on bbm'
Lilly Ok yella bye
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Me: soo how do you know Fahad?
Hazim: I don't hes alis friend it was the first time I saw him 
Me: Oh 3ayal why did he invite you? 
Hazim: Ana kint ma3a Alooy oo he called gal laa eyee oo ana knt ma3a faa yeet m3a :p
Me: Aha okayy :p
Hazim: Why are you asking?
Me: Im just curious 
Hazim: Intey how do you know Fahad
Maknt abee agool laa ina me and Fahad kina together so gilt ill just tell him ina we used to be togehter in school im not lying y3nii lana 9ij we were together fee school 
Me: We were together in school
Hazim: Oh okayy :p 
Over the days me and hazim became so close my crush on him was getting bigger we talked everyday and we got to know each other more and more.
One day Hazim asked me something about religion 
Hazim: So do you pray?
Me: Agool lak shay bs dont judge me la I dont noone taught me..
Hazim: Laish umch oo ubooch they didn't
Me: Umii shes english oo ubooy isn't religious kilish y3nii madree ma3ndee a7d..
Hazim: Ana ill teach you
Me: Hahahaha shlon you'll teach me
Hazim: 36enee ra8mich bgool lach shtgoolen oo shtsween
Shiitt shaswee do i give him my number or not, shda3wa 3adii its hazim y3nii shbeswee oo plus its for a good thing right??
Me: Its 3*******
He called me seeda, i let it ring shwaii oo I answered his voice kan 7adaa 7elew oo different from other guys voices kan smooth y3nii, kint 7adii mesta7yaa minaa it was soo not me hazim told me exactly what to say and he made me write it on a paper he told me that he'll send me a site to show me what to do, He was so different from other guys he really cared about me and kan ey'3ar 3aley oo were not even together..
I closed the phone I got a sms It was from
Fahad!!
I waa so shocked just when I thought hazim was different..
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Thursday, June 7, 2012

Chapter 2

From previous chapter:
While I was waiting bil line someone calls my name I turn arond guess who it was
FAHAD :) !
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Fahad: Hi Mayar
Ma29adg hay min 9ija la7een 3nda wayh ina eyklmney.
Me: Shtbee Fahad?
Fahad: Bs knt abee aslm 3alaich
Me: Okay allah eysalmk bye.
Fahad: Zain mney yella bye.
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Uf akrahaa 5arb my mood mabee achoofa abee ansaa ! laish a7ba ana '3beeya lazim I get over him 5ala9 mabchyk his twitter bswee block oo i'll delete him min facebook oo kil shay !
Are you sure you want to block Fahad Al****?
Block
Finally I did it.
I got my frappcino oo went to our group Fahad kilish ma36anii wayh yaza3m tinarfz y3nii shno 3abla bnkoon friends mb shwaii ilee sawa feeni...watever bil6gag
We decided to go to Fridays to eat lunch oo ba3dain bnroo7 inchoof movie 3ad lama inchoof movie kil wa7d min def3tna eyeeb 7abeebta oo nas eyeeboon their friends fan bas sa3t nas eyeboon annoying people maynibl3oon 
so we decided to watch a comedy movie.. Lilly it9lat fee Ghaida galt laha ityee Ghaida is our friend that graduated last year oo she's very close with our def3a kil min loved her <3 
Kilna teym3na 9ob ilmkan elee eybe3oon popcorn oo drinks oo hal sewalf..Fahad yaab five of his friends bas kint a3rf wa7d minhum which was Ali. Ali graduated with Ghaida. Ali and I are still friends oo we still talk I have him on bbm 
Wa7d minhum kan ey6l3neey wayed mdree shfee 7etaa lilly oo ghaida la7'9w
Lily: wee shfee theii laish ga3d ey6l3ch chthii
Ghaida: Shfeech intey tara he's cute 
Me: Shda5aal cute a7een ymkn Fahad gayl laa shay 
Ghaida: Laa ma'9in shakla yabeech
Me: Shasweela y3nii mayhmnii. 
Ghaida: Eeh ana agool ba3d itha mtbeena ana abee
Me: Agool sektay wayed a7san :) 
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The guy ilee 3ala golt Ghaida yabeeni was cute he was chubby shwaii ina mb fat wla skinny ina 3adee he had big brown eyes oo curly hair oo taneed skin kan cute y3nii bs he's Fahads friend so mosta7eel shay be9eer baina.. da5lna ilmovie finally maygdr ey6l3neey kan 7ada uncomfortable ilsh3oor you know lama you know someone is looking at you oo you dont know what to do.. The movie kan wayed sa5eef so I decided to check my bb Ali talked to me..
Ali: Hi
Me: Halla 
Ali: Shlonch?
Me: Okay int shlonk?
Ali: 7amdila tamam
Me: Ha shrayk fil movie?
Ali: 7ada sa5eef nbee nmshee bs hazim ybee yag3d..
Me: Min Hazim?
Ali: Eeh 9a7 nesait mat3rfeena.. hay ilee sha3ra kisha oo 3aina shkbr
Me: Hahahaha mskeen 7araam =))
Ali: Hahahaha laa 3adee ilaa 7azoom
It was the guy ilee yaza3m ybeenii so his name is Hazem it's a cute name I liked it y3nii 
Me: Hahahahha 9ij guys 
Ali: Inzain bagoolch hazim ybee ur pin a36ee
Me: madree wallah Alooi ana ma3rfa 3adel oo plus hes Fahads friend y3nii a7s mb 3adla
Ali: Shda3wa Mayar tara bas ybee eyklmch karab3 haka ana weyach inklm ba3'9 ka friends mafeeha shay
Me: Inzain give him =P
He added me seeda shda3wa..
Hazim Al**** would like to add you to his or her Blackberry Messenger Contact List
Accepted..
Allah yastir shbe9eer..
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Guys I know the first chapters are boring but I promise i'll add action in chapter 3..